you asked for it

you asked for it
She feels as if she belongs to her family, but moreover to another, forever lost to her.
This is not going well, this is not going well, it roared in her ears
Everyone worships something
But we can choose what we worship
We are not dead but asleep, dreaming of ourselves
She could no longer stop her stride. Only sometimes, deep down in her heart, she still gets scared.
this is how it is
Suicide by lifestyle takes ages
i would really like to say something serious
uncertainty is an uncomfortable position, but certainty is an absurd position
i want to thank you from all the levels of my heart –Â
starting from the lowest level obviouslyÂ
i am changing all the rules –
you have to reconsider your life at this point
if there is a fire, don’t worry
a drastic simplification might be in order
i notice everything
is madness the only sensible answer to reality?
Whom, who walks through the world with open eyes, does anger not take hold of? –
Wen, der mit offenen Augen durch die Welt geht, ergreift bei alldem nicht der Zorn?
but really, how did i get here?
Feel intoxication!
how did i get here?